I start a new day with my to-do-list.
I promised myself, not
to expect from any relation and my happiness is solely my responsibility.
1)
I will work on controlling myself not to
eat anti-depressants anymore. I am on 4 tablets each day and I will make sure
that I am out of it in next few weeks. Somehow, I am dependant on them but I
will get over them.
2) I know my knee hurts and when I have
pain, it affects my mind. I will make sure not to attend any pain signals. I
have a trick to handle it. Whenever, I will feel pain that causes depression, I
will walk out of my house and just engage into anything like gossiping,
shopping, painting or gymming. But no more crying and being weak in life.
3) The best thing, be with people and at
the same time ‘value yourself’. I have always valued every relation but at last
they all chose their ways without giving any credit to my contributions. From
today, it is my promise, ‘I will value myself’ and ‘my life more than anything’.
4) Embrace people who love me not the ones
I loved. Trust me, there is a huge difference. Those who loved me have never
hurt me. Those I loved only used me on opportunity basis. I will ONLY love those
who love me.
My all problems and
humiliation have been around my medical condition – Arthritis. I will fight
against this disorder. Either ‘A’ for ‘Archana or ‘A’ for ‘Arthritis’ will
exist in my life. I will be strong and very strong.
So You Think You Are
Living is about my feelings but your life is your diary and you can pen down
your to-do list. Sometimes, we need to record our promises for ourselves to
fulfill themJ
Happy Beginning!
